Sequence of events!

It's never about today it was always about the days we breathe. Thinking of discomfort or experiencing it is not the thing that's making you anxious now but the links that are connected to it deep inside you. The little things pile up like they never mattered at the moment but you always wanted that to be considered but ignored it anyway. Now you know that those little things are not little anymore. You are brave enough already but you fear to respond to those things that are piled up and then this piles up too. This is repeating and we are avoiding it by naming it as life or bad days but but but, that's what comes in the end bothering you like you don't belong here anymore. You want answers that were unanswered back then, you want those caring moments and memories to last long, you want to talk about that smallest discomfort, you want to shed those tears, but now all you left with is regret. Now you don't have anyone to blame, to talk upon but be all on your own. You are strongest here but with the weakest emotions. So fragile that it will not break but disappear. You will fight this again and there you go, added one more event to the sequence. The sequence of events is the problem not those little things. Let's see this with the perspective of optimism; You see those things as experience and then become the good out of it. You learn many unlearned things. You become kind, you are happy, you are living, you are on your own as always. That moment when again the event happens you strike it again all the sequence of events and boom! You're now at zero, again. This starts its own sequence of events and goes on. You're in the loop of never ending things around you and yes it's life, everyone has bad days, bad phases but how are we dealing with it? How are we getting out of the loop? Sequence of events, again!